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I am a simple gal. With a beautiful dream, not knowing if all will come true. Many desires deep within my heart(hopefully I can blog about) not knowing where to go. But because I am a very outspoken & bold I think I managed to climb up certain stairs in my life, which brought light into my life... And now I am progressing =) Well I wouldn't really say simple as have been pampered since young. So ya... I only update my blog once in a blue moon, like a thriller story you know? Excited to know what is in the climax.. LOL... Anyway, hope you enjoy reading my blog! MUAAAAHHH!!!

25.8.09

TAKING ADVANTAGE??? SELF CENTRED???

DO U KNOW THE BLOODY MEANING OF TAKING ADVANTAGE?
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
I SITTING AT HOME ANG TALKING ALOT?
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD?
WITH THIS GUYS ESPECIALLY...
NO BRAIN AH???
I SIT AT HOME...
YA...
BUT YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OF PAIN I AM GOING THROUGH...
AND YET YOU CAN SAY SUCH THINGS...
FUCK...
ME TAKING ADVANTAGE?
I COULDN'T HERE AND I SAID "HUH"
AND YOU SHOUTED...
& I ASKED WHY YOU SHOUTING???
& YOU SAID THAT I WAS TAKING ADVANTAGE???
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU???
YOU ARE TIRED FROM WORK YOU KEEP YOUR BLOODY TIREDNESS TO YOURSELF...
YOU DON'T COME & BRUSH IT ON ME...
YOU WILL RAISE YOUR VOICE WHEN YOU WANT...
& YOU WILL SAY THAT...
I AM TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU WHEN I AM SICK???
WHAT FUCKING ADVANTAGE DID I TAKE???
AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH...
SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE CUTTING MYSELF...
YOU KNOW???
NO!!!
U WILL NEVER KNOW...
I FEEL LIKE JUST RUNNING ACROSS THE ROAD & GETTING BANGED BY A BUS OR SOMETHING...
DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS???
YOU SAY THAT I AM TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU?
NOW THE TRUTH IS COMING OUT SLOWLY...
YOU FEEL THAT I AM TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU RIGHT???
NEVER MIND..
FROM NOW YOU DON'T HAVE TO CALL ME...
& I WON'T CALL YOU...
YOU DON'T HAVE TO COME ALL THE WAY HERE TO SEE ME...
CAUSE I AM TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU...
YOU DON'T HAVE TO WASTE YOUR MONEY CALLING ME..
CAUSE I AM NOT THE ONE WHO IS HELPING YOU TOP UP EVERY MONTH...
HA.
AFTER ALL I HAVE DONE FOR YOU...
THIS IS WHAT YOU CAN SAY ABOUT ME???
GOOD...
KEEP IT UP...
THANKS...
I DESERVE MORE THAN THIS AFTER DOING SO MUCH FOR YOU...
SELF CENTERED???
GOOD...
=)

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