DISTORTATION!!! - H.A.T.E.U..!!!

once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye something got a hold of us and we changed
then you sat alone in pride
and I sat at home and cried
how'd our fairytale just end up this way

we went round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

love is, was a love phenomenon no one could explain
and i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling again
i sit and press rewind and watch us everynight..
wanna pause it, but i can't make it stay

round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say g'bye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

no need to call my phone cause I changed my number today
a matter a fact, I think i'm moving away (away)
sorry, the fustrations got me feeling awake
and i just keep having one last thing to say
and i just wanna hold you, touch you,
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby..
i'm tired of try'na fake through, but there's nothing I can do..

boy I can't wait to hate you..

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these, emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you.. baby..

I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.

~ SERIOUSLY AM STARTING TO HATE MY LOVE LIFE... IT'S BEING TORN INTO PIECES, AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH FURTHER I CAN GO... I DO NOT HAVE THE STRENGTH NOR THE ENERGY ANYMORE... HAIZ!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO ????? MY HEART IS SUPER HEAVY... I THINK I GONNA DIE IN HEART BREAK SOON... MY EMOTIONS ARE ALL DYING OFF!!! I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO??? STUCK!!! AAAAARRRRGGGGGHHH!!!!! HATE THIS BULLSHIT FEELING!!! ~