ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!! THIS TIME I M MAKIN MY STAND!!!

I AM SERIOUS!!!
SICK OF YOU ALWAYS LOOKING DOWN ON ME!!!
OK!!!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!
I HAVE NEVER SAID A WORD TO YOU NOR LOOK DOWN ON YOU IN ANYWAY!!!
GET THAT INTO YOUR HEAD!!!
IT WILL NOT TAKE ME A SINGLE SECOND TO LOOK DOWN ON YOU...
UNDERSTAND!!!

WHEN I UNDERGO DEPRESSION YOU ACT LIKE YOU CARE!!!
WHEN I CUT MYSELF YOU ACT LIKE YOU CARE!!!
WHEN I START CRYING FOR NO REASON ...
JUST OUT OF THE BLUE...
YOU GET SCARED & WORRIED...

NOW...
SINCE I ALWAYS HAVE THAT SMILE ON MY FACE...
& ALWAYS TALK & GIVE IN TO YOU...
YOU THINK THAT I AM BACK TOM NORMAL...
JUST BECAUSE I DON'T CUT MYSELF OR START CRYING OUT OF THE BLUE...
YOU THINK I AM FINE...

I AM TRYING TO PULL MYSELF UP!!!
OK!!!
BUT IF YOU ARE GONNA CARRY ON LIKE THIS...
I CAN NEVER MOVE ON...
I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO GROW...
YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE THERE SUPPORTING ME THROUGH EVERYTHING...
BUT IT'S THE OPPOSITE...
YOU ARE THE 1 WHO IS CONDEMNING ME THE MOST!!!

IF SOMEONE ELSE COME TO ME & LOOK DOWN ON ME...
I WOULDN'T BOTHER...
BUT OUT OF ALL PEOPLE IN THE WORLD...
IT IS YOU!!!
NOT ONCE NOT TWICE...
OVER & OVER AGAIN...

I AM SICK & TIRED OF IT...
UNTILL YOU CHANGE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME...
I WILL KEEP MY DISTANCE...
THE DAY YOU ARE PLAANING TO LOOK AT ME IN A MORE POSITIVE WAY...
THATS THE DAY WHEN I WILL BE...
THE NORMAL PERSON TO YOU...

THIS TIME I AM MAKING MY STAND FIRM..
I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU LOOKING DOWN ON ME...
ENOUGH OF ALL THE HURT I AM GOING THROUGH...
YOU THINK ONLY YOU HAVE STRESS?
ONLY YOU HAVE EMOTIONS?
ONLY YOU HAVE THIS & THAT ?

NO!!!
I ALSO HAVE...
OK!!!

I HAVE LET MY EMOTIONS OUT FOR NOW!!!
OK...
TADZ IT...