Countdown!!

Omg!!! 23 days to my solemnization!!! I'm feeling very stressed! Omg! I still haven't bought for Jason his suite!!! Shit!!! No money sia!!! This is what I hate!!! Last min prep!!! Dang!!! Seriously!!! Hopefully my Teledirect pay is enough to pay for my gown $600 n for his coat abt $400! Seriously very stressed! I don't know what I'm gonna do! :'( I only can depend on God. I just hope he'll provide. Really! I don't think I can depend on anyone else la! D housekeeping lady not giving me enough houses! I cannot earn part time also! Haiz!!! :'( stressed la! I learnt a BiG lesson! Anyone gonna open their mouth n rush me into a church wedding, I'll throw glass at them!!! I'm gonna take my time n do my church wedding, really save up n all! So angry la!