Wondering thoughts ;)

Well I've realised that Ive been blogging lyrics as my post in my blog posts n pictures in my tumblr post... Hahaha... Well thats cause they either somehow link or signify my life's current situation or I juz like them... ;)

I've actually decided to wrk even harder now. I need more money ;) well we humans r Neva satisfied with wad we have??? Not true it isn't enough that's y we will Neva be satisfied. Anyway thought if doing OT on my off days. If my honey boy can do it so can I ;) motivation eh? U could ask me... Hahaha yea sorta. I realised that he has been wrking without any off days non stop. Make use of the damn OT pay since they're paying me for it. Planning to slp in office for my 2nd night this time with saras. Let's see how lor. I wanna make d maximum Amt of cash for d mth of may without takin MC . Hopefully I can.

I suddenly feel like I'm missing epiphany alot. I don't know why. Maybe cause no matter wad she was my foundation ;) hmmm planning to go over on mother's day n aft that bring mummy out ;) havnt decide whr exactly. 1st muz buy her smth to wear than bring her out lor. See how first la. No plans yet thou. But bringing her to river walk tandoori is currently in my mind. Hahahahaha. Okay that's it for now. Am currently on my way to wrk n guess wad I'm early. I'm rdy in d train heading towards airport ;) gd ah... Hahahaha!!! Gooo sharonnnn!!!

MY LOVE

I'm her baby, she my shawty

Oooooooooh we rockin (Eh!)

We got our shit all up in the press

And they hatin

Now who's right there

Every time you cry

Go to sleep

And wake up on your side

Endless love

I always provide

They hatin' on us

And you should know why

But who's been lovin' you lately?

Who's willin' to go half on the baby?

Who, who, who's tryin' to flag our ship?

They just tryin' to get the love you give

But baby

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

So they don't understand

Why I never leave you

Explain my love

I don't need to

Got everybody way up

In our business

'Cause leaving each other

Stay on they wish list

I see them reaching every time

You call me baby

They on my back like a shirt

Get off me baby

They don't love me

Let 'em wonder why

Here to stay

And they goin' bye bye

Who's the one calling you baby?

Who's in love with yo ass like crazy?

Who, who, who's gonna flag down our ship?

Just tryin' to get the love you give

Baby

Girl my love is your love

And there ain't nothing in this world

That they can do to make me give you up

Ooo, ooo baby

You will always be my girl

So let 'em do whatever

Say whatever

'Cause I ain't givin' you up

No, no, no, no

Pretty baby

No, no, they don't know

No, no, they don't know

No, no, they don't know

No, no, they don't know

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh.

WELL THIS IS LIFE... HAHAHAHA...

Just because I’m losing doesn’t mean I’m lost

They gave me nothing but doubt

first they waited then hated then counted me out

Just because I’m losing doesn’t mean I’m stuck

They say I lost my way

but first I showed em then I sold em right in front of their face

Well this is the World that we living

one minute you the hero the next you the villain

we got up in this game just to try to make a living

we hit you with the truth while you watching television

but still these are the cards that we dealt

they kick you on the ground when you most need help

until you dried up and they sit you on the shelf

then you start to cry because you all by yourself

so just know if you are aware of the belt

the only way to excel is the soul that you sell

so I could care less about the clothes on myself

I’m trying to drive straight on a road made of nails

yeah, I got to pay the toll if I fell

or else it would be another story to tell

I’m getting to the door I can tell

I’m just waiting on the day till the glory prevails

All I know is keep going, sh-t don’t stop

until the huss double up put the click on top

used to wanna have the bricks on lock

til we went to prison saw we couldn’t pick them locks

easy decision now a n-gga think I lost my touch

listen if I aint the realest ever done it I aint off by much

so please don’t wake me up if I’m dreaming in the fast lane speedin’ no safety belt

and it’s a marathon pace yourself

in this race for wealth talkin’ sh-t just a waste of breath

chasing me like chasing your tail your never gon catch it

respect is something you never get if you never had it

I’m looking back and laughing this life of mine

bought me all the way here form my life of crime

just a constant reminder that the end I’ll be always the one who knows all see’s all

because…

Yeah, well these are my predictions

I’ll be on the top 40 with a big hit

travelling the World trying not to get sick

and I’ma get more friends on my friends on my friends list

and then after that I’ll be famous

and everyone I know will tell me that I’m changing

and then my cell phone will never stop ringing

and I’ll be all over magazine pages

yeah and they’ll play my songs till they boring

and if I ever do stop touring they treat me like a foreigner

Don’t believe me ask Lauren…

NEW SHOES

Hey honey

Cat got your tongue

Don't look so funny

Mister comedian

Joke's on you

And you're good at bets

So where's my money

I know you bet

I'd never make that move

So why's the house empty?

Light's off by the end of this week

I'll leave with what I came with baby

I'll take the dogs, you keep the mercedes

Cause I'm gone, I'm not fazed

I walk these roads with grace

And I'll wave with you behind me

With a new smile on my face

Cause I'm walking in new shoes now

I got a new song to sing

When I walk in the room every head turns

Every eye is on me

To bad you're not here to see it

And by the time you get this

I'll be so long gone and far

I'll send you a postcard

Aha I'll send you a postcard

Hey baby

You seen a ghost? this ain't yo lady

This is the chick that you held back now

All of the things you've said were crazy

I checked out my list and I feel good about it

I got the new haircut

The one that you said wouldn't look no good

Took that job you said I could not get

Wore that dress you said I'd never fit in

You're gone and I'm great

I got rid of your dead weight

And I'll wave at you behind me

With a new smile on my face

Cause I'm walking in new shoes now

I got a new song to sing

When I walk in the room every head turns

Every eye is on me

To bad you're not here to see it

And by the time you get this

I'll be so long gone and far

I'll send you a postcard

Aha... I'll send you a postcard

I SO LOVE THIS SONG MAN! DAMN!!! IT DOESN'T RELATE TO ANY CURRENT SITUATION OF MINE BUT AMAZING. IT SHOWS A WOMANS THROUGH ATTITUDE.. ITS LIKE  WOAAW!! BEYONCE IS LIKE D BEST!!! U GO GIRL!!!

Still In Love (Kissing You)

I'm so in love

I'm still in love

I've never been in love quite before

until I saw your face

and watching stars without you

my soul cries

my heaving heart

is full of pain

when we're apart

the aching

I'm kissing you

I'm kissing you

You're my father

you're my soldier

you protect me, boy you save me

you're my best friend

you're my husband

you are my doctor, counselor,

provider, professor, my everything

And I love you, I love you, I love you, yes I love you

I need you, I need you, I need you, I can't live without you

I trust you, I trust you, with every ounce of me

Just teach me, boy teach me, just take me

When we make love I can feel all your spirit

deep inside of me

Baby you're so pure

I'm Kissing you forever, and ever, and ever

I love Kissing you (kissing you, kissing you)

Boy I love everything about you baby

it's been so many years since we fell in love

we got something special baby

we can cry together

we can grow together

be ourselves together

and I love you more than music

yes I love you more than music

I'd rather be kissing you, oh

I'm kissing you oh (kissing you, kissing you)

DUMB PASSENGER!!!

what passenger can make my day? DUMB ones =))) they seriously can make my day by saying stupid things and making me laugh =D outside every gatehold room there is a board informing passengers what cannot be brought onto the plane. there is a bottle and the picture of a bottle of water is obviously more than 100ml cause its an illustration. a dumb passenger brought in a bottle of water. the bottle is more than 100ml. u know what excuse she gave? she was like "your board outside showed the bottle so big, i don't know than i bring in the same size lor". i was the MBS with mare as the RIC. DAMN!!! we just wanted to burst out laughing at her dumb excuse!!! i mean c'mon pictures are there as an illustration la. than the osim chair adv the chair so small means wad they gonna sell us the chair so small to massage only our toes is it? DAMN!!! i dono whether they say such things to actually piss us off but evetually become a laughing stock... HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Hong kong cafe

Yes I know my updates are all one day late... Well was too tired to come home n update slept rdy ;))) Went to hong kong cafe ytd with Eazy, d twins, Jason n myself. The one located at north point =) we had loads of laughters hahaharx =))) I know God has given me good frenz =))) love yea guys ;) u know this guys including nat r like my gem stones... we have our differences but we put all of that aside and tend to pull each other up by our lil nonsense chats =)

MISSING U NAT!!!

AIRPLANES

*IF THIS WAS SO TRUE THOSE OF US WRKING IN THE AIRPORT WOULD BE DAMN REACH!!! ; P*

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

I can really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now

Yeah

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish

To go back to a place much simpler than this

Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’

And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion

And all the pandemonium and all the madness

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness

And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap

And you hoping but them people never call you back

But that’s just how the story unfolds

You get another hand soon after you fold

And when your plans unravel

And they sayin’ what would you wish for

If you had one chance

So airplane airplane sorry I’m late

I’m on my way so don’t close that gate

If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight

And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

I can really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now

Somebody take me back to the days

Before this was a job, before I got paid

Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank

Yeah back when I was tryin’ to get into the subway

And back when I was rappin’ for the hell of it

But now a days we rappin’ to stay relevant

I’m guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Then maybe yo maybe I’ll go back to the days

Before the politics that we call the rap game

And back when ain’t nobody listened to my mix tape

And back before I tried to cover up my slang

But this is for the Cada, what’s up Bobby Ray

So can I get a wish to end the politics

And get back to the music that started this sh-t

So here I stand and then again I say

I’m hopin’ we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

I can really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now

I WANNA BE A MASQUERADE LADY!!!

aphrodite

I WANNA BE A GREEK GODDESS!!!
APHRODITE!!!
GODDESS OF LOVE!!!

Pyramid

Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)

We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)

There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)

Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)

Solid as the ground we've known (known)

And I just wanna carry on

We took it from the bottom up (no no no)

And even in a desert storm (yeah)

Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)

Wishing every moment froze

Now I just wanna let you know

Earthquakes can't shake us

Cyclones can't break us

Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock

It feels just like it's heaven's touch

Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing

We'll never fall just keep on going

Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)

We will never let it fold (fold)

A story that was never told

Something like a mystery (yoh!)

And every step we took we've grown

Look how fast the time has flown

A journey to a place unknown

We're going down in history

Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)

Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey!)

It feels just like it's heaven's touch

Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)

We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)

Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Like a pyramid girl let me show you

That I love you so much

That we gonna get through (oh oh)

Even when there's storms

I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)

Before was our love back it up more than enough

Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)

Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)

It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)

Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing

We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)

Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock

It feels just like it's heaven's touch

Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)

And even when the wind is blowing

We'll never fall just keep it going

Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

WHAT'S WRONG???

i seriously have no idea whats wrong but i have been eaten alot for the past few days!!! damn!!! i'm putting on too much weight i know!!! FUCK!!! how the hell am i suppose to loose them all??? i was telling myself shld i rather waste money eating and thinking abt going slimming centres or shall save all of them and go shopping??? DAMN!!! everytime i walk pass some shop the food stuff looks super good and i cannot resist but have to munch on them. -_-

ytd was my 1st off and i have been slping like nonstop!!! came home slept till mum woke me up to eat about 9 smth... ate tried facebooking but slet on my bed and woke up only at 9am today!!! like damn!!! what the fuck is seriously wrong with me... I AIN'T PREGNANT... so dont get all ur imaginations running wild okay!!! yea.. i seriously wish i was my active self again!!!

Well 1st night wasn't bad afterall even thou I was too reluctant to go to wrk... Firstly at abt 10pm we helped one of d alpha teams to close gate than break all d way till 4.15am than did NW flight... Aft thy did another couple of flights than now go bk home!!! Yeay!!! Hungry thou!!! Go hm n grab some food ;D I need slp too.. Still pondering on whether I wanna go OT or not ;P

U know that feeling when u think not just twice or thrice but as many times as possible if whether u wanna go wrk or stay hm n have a gd
Night slp??? Wen I think abt d money a I wanna do is wrk my ass off but wen I think abt pleasure all I wanna do is slp my ass off... damn!!! Wad a temptation!!! But well Ive got over my temptation n m on my way to wrk... Well I wad too lazy to do OT thou but yea am atleast going to wrk ;)))

Today was a fairy tale

You were the prince

I used to be a damsel in distress

You took me by the hand

And you picked me up at six

Today was a fairy tale

Today was a fairy tale

Today was a fairy tale

I wore a dress

You wore a dark gray t-shirt

You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess

Today was a fairy tale

Time slows down

Whenever you're around

Can you feel this Magic in the air?

It must've been the way you kissEd me

Fell in love when I saw you standin' there

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

Today was a fairy tale

You've got a smile

That takes me to another planet

Every move you make

Every thing you say is right

Today was a fairy tale

Today was a fairy tale

All that I could say is now it's Getting so much clearer

Nothing made sense til the time I saw your face

Today was a fairy tale

Time slows down

Whenever you're around-Yeah

Can you feel this magic in the air?

It must've been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standin' there

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

Time slows down

Whenever you're around

I can feel my heart

It's beating in my chest

Did you feel it

I can't put this down

Can you feel this magic in the air?

It must've been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standin' there

It must've been the way

Can you feel this magic in the air?

It must've been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standin' there

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

Oh Oh Ooh Yeah oh

Today was a fairy tale

shopping with mummy.

ytd sunday, went to church and came back. was damn tired cause was running around the day before finding for food for church b.fst. hmmmm and than came hm and mummy said she wanted to go shopping and i said i was too tired to go. n seriously i would never reject anyone calling me to go shopping. HAHAHAH... but well i went and guess what??? we shopped at bobbi brown!!! woohooo!!! mum bought stuff for her and me. YEAY!!! than we walked around and went to body shop to buy other stuff and i got the new sparkling apple perfume!!! YEAY!!! ytd seriously we shopped till we almost dropped!!!

crushed.

i hate it when someone plans something with me and screws up the whole thing!!! fuck!!! like seriously i mean if u have planned smth u shld do it... if u cannot than open ur mouth n tell that u cannot!!! dont just leave the person hanging there helplessly!!! coz it seriously hurt... thank God for the people around me to really give ideas and help me out. i know that i can never trust her again regarding any issues. so many people told me so many things abt her but i decided just go along and TRUST her... DAMN!!! this is what i get??? thank God for my honey who really ran up n down with me to help me figure smth out...

actually thru this situation i was in, i actually realised how much my honey boy loved me. he ran around everywhr with me, to figure smth out for me. coz i wasn't in the state to think anymore. i was very disappointed... DAMN!!! n in the end we ordered nasi lemak =)))

night life

my night life was a decent one okay... hahahaharxxx... yeay!!! went JB with joe, kadar, and jason... went to eat n see-sha ( is they how they spell ) hahahaha...

how to train ur dragon???

SATURDAY 17 / 04 / 2010

this movie i catched on sat with my rose n jason since i promised them i would bring them despite the fact that i was sick.. LOLxxx...toothless was damnnn adorable la... HAHAHAHA!!! AWESOME movie...

-.-

Sick sick sick!!! Already off day sick than now also sick wanted to go wrk still sick!!! Damn shit la...! Now at polyclinic waiting to see d doc I was like ever since 10am n now is alrdy 11.30!!! So long n it's bloody pissing me off!!! Damn!!!

gurushetram ... 24 hours of anger!!!

well i know MY updates are kinda late thou but its only a day late so yea.. hehehehe... atlast i've watched Gurushetram ... 24 hours of anger. singapore's very first local Tamil movie produced by blue river.. woooohooo!!! i think the movie was awesome, based on true stories that happened among Indians in Singapore.  well the way he actually took care of his bro really touched me...

PURE AWESOMENESS!!!

http://www.gurushetram.com/

Do u rmb???

I've been thinking about you
and how we used to be back then,
Back when we didn't live
We could start again.
There is nth left to say,
don't waste another day,
just u n me tonight,
everything will be okay
If it's alright with u than it's alright with me,
Baby let's take this time
Let's make new memories

Cont

& i was told that they don't sell safety pins n d shop lady wasn't ven helpful she told me to chk myself... So I ran down to guardian at d nxt transit!!! Aft going there they had everything but not pins shit but d cahsier helped me out with passing mr a piece.. than I went to d toilet n realised I need 1 more so I asked a staff who was there n she gave me!!! Yeay!!! All done ran bk to my gate which was 10mins away... Was late... Nvm nick understd... Hahaha!!!

Good evening gone bad

Oh yes. A gd evening which turned very sour!!! Firstly when I stepped outta home n was walkin to d bus stop d rain gushed down without even a drop of drizzle n aft which I had to take 59 coz it was d only bus which I can take so later on I will have shelter for 26 & 31 it's non shelter to d station... Sadly I missed d bus... Ok nvm was late for wrk reached abt 6.30pm... Than was deployed with nick n went to my gate... Was using d toilet wen I realised my zipper spoilt!!! WTF??? N my gate was at 1 end N d Shops were at another!!! Dang!!! So I ran to d nearby 7/11 at d end but they don't have saftey pins than they have

Late!!!

Yes yes am on my way to wrk n m late!!! Nvm OT late it's okay... As long nml wrk I ain't wrk can rdy... Hahahaha... Planning to do OT on 1st off on Thursday night ... Sun I have to take a day off coz m serving breakfast in church!!! Hahahaha!!! Still hvnt decide exactly wa to do...

ACCORDING TO YOU

I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you
I'm boring
I'm moody
You can't take me any place

According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with it
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful,incredible
He can't get me out of his head

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I need to feel appreciated
like I'm not hated
Oh, no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me dizz-ay

According to me
you're stupid
you're useless
you can't do anything right

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
Baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you [you, you]
According to you [you, you]
.
According to you
I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

(WHEN WILL YOU EVER UNDERSTAND????)

I'M RIGHT HERE BABY!!!

I REALLY HOPE HE SAYS THIS TO ME ONE DAY =D
The sun stops shining
And the sky starts falling
And the world stops spinning
And she's right here, she's right here
Stars stop twinkling
And the ocean is dry
The wind stops blowing
And she's right here, she's right here


Come what may, come what will
Come whatever, she'll be right here still
So when I get old, the world gets cold
One thing I know
She's right here, she's right here


No matter what the world decides to throw at me
She's right here
There's only one thing I can guarantee
She's right here
Who I can depend on and just where she'll be
Said she's right here
She's right here, she's right here
She's right here


WITH MY REPLY
The fans stop screaming
And the cheques stop coming
Your records stop selling
And I'm right here, I'm right here
My belly starts growing
And all my clothes don't fit no more
But I'm right here, Í'm right here


Come what may, come what will
Come whatever, I'll be right here still
So when I get old, the world gets cold
One thing I know
I'm right here, I'm right here



No matter what the world decides to throw at me
I'm right here
There's only one thing I can guarantee
I'm right here
Who you can depend on and just where I'll be
I'm right here
I'm right here, I'm right here
I'm right here


Through my good days
Through my bad days
And in between
Said when your Kingdom is crumbling
I'm still your Queen
Said at my worst or at my best
Cause both she's seen
I said it really don't matter
I don't care
Cause I just love you


No matter what the world decides to throw at me
I'm right here
There's only one thing I can guarantee
I'm right here
Who you can depend on and just where I'll be
I'm right here

I'm right here, I'm right here
I'm right here