The Girl

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I am a simple gal. With a beautiful dream, not knowing if all will come true. Many desires deep within my heart(hopefully I can blog about) not knowing where to go. But because I am a very outspoken & bold I think I managed to climb up certain stairs in my life, which brought light into my life... And now I am progressing =) Well I wouldn't really say simple as have been pampered since young. So ya... I only update my blog once in a blue moon, like a thriller story you know? Excited to know what is in the climax.. LOL... Anyway, hope you enjoy reading my blog! MUAAAAHHH!!!

19.12.10

Self destruction

I'm not single... I'm attached... But I don't feel like as if i'm in a relationship... Damn!!! 2 diff lifestyles... No matter how much I try to put our lives together... I don't see it wrking out... Christmas is nearing.. I know... N I'm trying to keep myself in d mood by going to town almost everynight n listening to Christmas songs... But seriously I just don't feel it... Damn lonely if that's I'm gonna day... WTF right... Haiz... If u're single n u feel lonely maybe I can understd... But I'm fucking attached... I wrk till 10 n by d time I'm home he'll b at wrk n those days I get to be with him will be like only for like an hour or lesser... WTF!!! I so used to sticking with u... Like u're my addiction right!!! Shiaat!!! I used to be damn independent u know.. Now??? I dono whr everything went... D strong n bold gal??? What happened??? I juz need to get myself up again!!! If not it's gonna b self destruction..!!!